I feel like I am learning everything there is and ever will be to know about the Vietnamese war. Its interesting, but A LOT of work. Making a timeline for test points isn’t to shabby though. I love Fisher.
"So I looked up, and we were in this giant dome like a glass snowball, and Mark said that the amazing white stars were really only holes in the black glass of the dome, and when you went to heaven, the glass broke away, and there was nothing but a whole sheet of star white, which is brighter than anything but doesn’t hurt your eyes. It was vast and open and thinly quiet, and I felt so small." -Stephen Chbosky
The Perks of being a Wallflower
look, I know you have been through things I don’t know about, and probably things I wouldn’t even understand, but I like to think that I understand you-or a part of you. I can honestly say you are one of the few humans I enjoy, let alone respect. You genuinely care about those around you and I admire that. When you ask how my day is going I feel the sincerity more then I have with most people I’ve met. I think you deserve to find things in life that help you embrace who you are, make you happy, and help you succeed in all that you do. I know I haven’t told you much about me but I know if I did you would still support me and care for me if I needed you, and I hope you know that it goes both ways. I know you want others to experience the good changes you have made, but unfortunately sometimes you can only try so hard until they start dragging you down with them. I know you have the purest intentions to do good but in the end you are only hurting yourself and you need to realise that some people can only change if they choose to, which as of right now is not the case. You need to continue focusing on being the person you want to be, and don’t let anything come inbetween that. You have family and friends who care about you and support you through every choice you make good or bad. I’m sorry if this letter is over dramatic I just really want you to know how I feel and I thought you deserved to hear it. Just keep in mind, I am always up for a sober night (most my nights are) I am always someone you can talk to, and even if you mess up there is always room to improve and learn from your mistakes. Just remember I am rooting for you 100% and I would be more then delighted to watch you not only get through this, but to watch you kick this in the ass.