Reblog this if you've ever cut yourself. Reblog this if you have ever starved yourself. Reblog this if you have ever tried to kill yourself. Reblog this if you have ever felt like you are not good enough. Reblog this if you've been called fat. Reblog this if you've been called ugly, no matter how many notes this gets i will message every single one of you.
Last year I went on a hike with some friends and the view at the top was so pretty that I had to sit down to avoid puking. The term “you’re so pretty I could puke” makes sense to me..but it certainly takes a lot to attain that level of beauty.
Last night I dreamt about traveling to germany. I’ve never been there so my mind just made germany more like a more foreign version of Hawaii. I swam with bottle nose dolphins, went to a german water park, and I went to crazy ancient ruins. Id have to say it was a good dream besides that it was silent cause I don’t know the first thing about speaking german. I’m weirded out by how many dreams of mine that hadi has made some kind of an appearance. Along with hadi this certain group of people have entered a lot of my dreams. But not in a good way.
I feel sick. Woke up freezing, headache, stomach ache. Fell back asleep. Woke up sweating, head ache, stomach ache. Great.